Thank you to everyone that reacted to my last post. These last 2 weeks ive been feeling more anxious and nervous and sick again, on the verge of getting panic attacks at night when I try to sleep I jolt and get up fast and feel like im suffocating. I pray that God heals my mind and body, that he brings peace and tranquility, that he helps me prosper and find purpose, and helps me find him. I pray that I get pulled more into the Bible and take his word seriously, that I can accept the gospel without fighting back. I do not like feeling this way I was doing good for a while now it feels like im about to fall again..im gonna put my faith in God and hope and pray that he heals me and helps me through this. Thank you for reading if you read this far.