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I have a friend that wants to keep constantly draw me away from God, everything she does is for that, she is not saved and clearly spiritually blinded by evil. I know that God is using me to plant seeds in her life so that they can maybe eventually grow at the Christian school she is going to next school year. Though I get tired of her constantly being like or saying “so is Christianity the only thing you like nothing else?!”or “while talking pigs may be controversial but it isn’t against Christianity”. I’m like it’s against Jesus and the idea of God for sure because magic —> witchcraft?!!? Obviously she doesn’t know the depth and the value of having a relationship with Jesus and drawing close to him. She always expects me to pour into her and gets frustrated , or is absent when I’m talking about my problems or just my experiences. I was expecting that and I do still listen and pour into her, but I wasn’t expecting to get so tiring, because she tries to make our friendship super tight knit or like best friends. And when I get home my family isn’t saved either so double pile! 😔She often hangs around me to either make herself feel good, for company or affection, and often I think she is looking at me to be a savior, which I guess she does see Christ in me, but I’m not her savior or anyone’s!!! I need to do a better job at pointing everything back to Christ and humble myself so she knows very well I am no savior, I’m a sinner. But she doesn’t understand the fact that I am an introvert and I would rather spend time with God and with my real best friend. I told her to respect my boundaries and she doesn’t, time after time she breaks them. I need her to understand my values are to worship God and have a deep close relationship with Jesus is worth more than anything. And that everything in this world is against God or pulls you away from God because Satan is the prince of this world!! To be honest this is the main reason I am so drained from school and just the secular environment around me. I’m trying to be patient with her but I’m really losing it. Please tell me if this is considered gossip or something else. I’m posting this to keep myself accountable and for biblical wisdom on friendship. Should I cut off this friendship or keep trying to plant seeds?