Matthew 10:37: "He that loves father or mother more than me is not worthy of me: and he that loves son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me." Matthew 6:25: "Therefore I say to you, Take no thought for your life, what you shall eat, or what you shall drink; nor yet for your body, what you shall put on. Is notl the life more than meat, and the body than raiment?" Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future" Don't worry about things in this world. God is our Father that keeps us and will never leave us. He is the salvation, love and hope. I don't have any advice for you but I will pray for you and hope for the best. Remember God's plan is the most important.