Cash Templeton, I know you want to be perfect I know you know the penalty of sin. Cash instead of asking for prayers, pray to Jesus for protection against evil and temptation. You are strong enough evil is weak but God is stronger and bigger, and better than the whole UNIVERSE. Trust in the lord with your heart, soul, and mind he loves you he wants you and you mean every thing to him. So please pray to the Lord with a genuine heart and he will listen. I know you are trying trying to be with God and not mess up. The thing is he sees us on the outside and the inside he knows when your being genuine about faith and he will reward you. I do know one thing to is that your paranoid and want to be perfect, listen no one is perfect no one before or after Jesus, Jesus was the only person who was perfect. Stop being paranoid or scared that you might have done something wrong. It's ok because Jesus doesn't want you to be paranoid scared and nervous, he wants you to trust him and love and tell other people about Jesus and treat people and yourself how Jesus did. So trust in the lord he will help you ask God to live the life of Jesus and to get rid of any evil around you messing with you and he will work in your life to make that happen but if he doesn't do it immediately don't fear the lord will know when it's best for you. TRUST JESUS HE LOVES YOU HE IS THE CREATOR OF THE UNIVERSE AND HE WANTS YOU TO BE WITH HIM.