Then I didn't really know God but since I came to know Him. He's made me realize something that He brings people our way for different seasons in our life. And the Holy Spirit makes me feel complete even without having someone to talk to. And then if u decide to leave it to God u will see that he will even bring more better people that won't only be ur friends but will encourage progress in ur life all round especially ur spiritual growth

I support Kacper I used to be in ur shoes but God is gradually helping me. I didn't have friends that really cared about me for a very long time. Then I met someone that understood me and then I felt clingy to an extent.

God wants you to be alone. The more alone you are, the more you are having time to understand God. Do not be worried about being alone if God is right by your side. But I understand you. I too was lacking comfort and friendship among other people. But God taught me that I need to serve and love others whoever they are. That doesn't mean I have to accept everyone in my life, I just need to see other people as God's children like myself. And God tested me to have more bravery among others. Even just telling someone a truthful compliment would start a conversation. Remember having too much time with friends is as bad as having too much alone time. I too needed to learnt that we need to do everything with God.