This is all from my heart, I've been in a relationship for one year throughout at the post to her my fiancé, but I'm having issues lusting over other women, and it made me cheat on her. It wasn't a physical cheating situation but I was talking to someone else and she found out. She stayed to work it out with me but then she found older messages on my face to other women , her trust for me is now gone and she let me go. But my heart wants her and I want forgiveness for what I did I want healing in my life I want my relationship back with her and most importantly I want to build one with god, I have the devil constantly attacking me and he dragged me down deep, but I'm willing to keep fighting and fix all this I want this back my heart is pure and it wants this women back in my life with all her trust. Please pay for please father hear me as I'm on my knees asking for forgiveness and healing I want to feel you in my heart I want happiness and I want her back in my life please take me on a healing journey and walk with me as I fix what is wrong I allowed the devil in to do his work too much on my life and it messed up me and lost a lot . I'm here today to say that I want to walk with Jesus