اتمنى ان تصلو من اجلي ومن اجل تخليصي اشعر ان الغضب تملكني والاستسلام أبعدني عن يسوع وعن التعمق فيه لم اكن بخير من سنين ولكن شعور ان يسوع يدعمني ومعي كان حافز لي أنا جديده هنا قبل يسوع وإيماني به كان يأتيني بلحظات الخوف الشديده اشعر بسلام ونور ولكن لم اكن اعرف من هذا ومن اين جاء كنت مسلمه قبل ولكن هناك شعور داخلي يجعلني أتخيل احدهم وهوا حولي ونور أمور لم اكن افهمها و يسوع كان معي حتى وانا لم اكون مؤمنه به انه رحمه وحب واستجابه احبه قبل يسوع كنت شخص وبعده شخص آخر تماما انه المخلص والمنقذ والمحرر ولكني لاأستطيع ان اعترف باسمه اتمنى ان يسامحني

I hope you pray for me and for my deliverance. I feel that anger has taken over me and surrender has distanced me from Jesus and from delving into Him. I haven't been well for years, but the feeling that Jesus supports me and is with me was a motivation for me. I am new here. Before Jesus, my faith in Him would come to me in moments of intense fear. I feel peace and light, but I didn't know who this was and where it came from. I was a Muslim before, but there was an inner feeling that made me imagine someone around me and light on matters I didn't understand. Jesus was with me even when I didn't believe in Him. He is mercy, love, and response. I loved Him. Before Jesus, I was one person, and after Him, I am a completely different person. He is the savior, the rescuer, and the liberator, but I cannot confess His name. I hope He forgives me.