I want to thank you all for the support and God for what he revealed to me. If you can read Psalm 46 and 1 Corinthians 13. We all think life can be a real struggle, but you have to remember that if you are young, you're lucky to get 60 more years. Think about that. It seems not much, so remember you could be loving more, and their are things to appreciate despite the darkness around us, its all about the mind and how you perceive it. Thinking positive and remaining still knowing God's got you, you're going to be okay. Everything is going to be okay. I also ask that you don't just pray for my father, who has gone through a rough 5 years, prayer for all your earthly fathers, too. Even to those whose fathers have hurt them. Forgiveness and patience are key. If they don't accept it, accept them and accept the people around you, even yourself, for who they are. God loves you, and I love you, God bless every one of you!