The only recent blessing I have right now is waking up. I’m grateful for it and I thank God for it. I was so lost without him I was trying to fit into this world of sin.I was cussing 24/7 always so angry and jealous. I was insecure and hated the way I looked and act. Then out of nowhere I got the sudden urge to just get to know Jesus and I’m so glad I followed through with it even though I struggle. My life has been so much better. God has saved me. I would get this unexplainable emotion about how I didn’t have a strong testimony to share to anyone like, I was a drug addict, and Jesus appeared in front of my eyes or, I was about to commit suicide, but ask God to speak to me and tell me he loves me. Looking back, God, saved before my struggles could get too big, before I had to share to some testimony like that. If God didn’t grab my heart to get to know him, I don’t know where I would be right now.