Hi everyone, i just wanted to share something. Om how God answered my prayer and how he used me as an instrument. So, let's start. Before the holy week, i felt chest pain, that my mind felt like it was going to explode, and my body paralyzed in a minute. Then i was overthinking "WHAT IF I'M GOING TO DIE?" "WHAT IF, I GO TO HELL?" and fear started to control me. My thoughts went crazy because I don't wanna die and i don't want to go to hell. Because way back i was G7 like it was around 2000. I dreamed about one angel coming towards me and he had a book. And when he opened that book i fell in hell. That's why I overthink what if, I'll go to hell?... Then before holy week. I started to read the bible often and prayed. And from that, i became my routines, wherein i craved his words. I was amazed by the things i discovered in his words, i felt his presence and i know he was always with me. Then i prayed to God that used me as an instrument to share the Gospel. And then, he said to me to share the Gospel with your family. I freaked out 'cause i know myself, I don't know how to share, I don't know how to voice out. I prayed to God that i don't know how to lead this bible study. He answered through social media, it says "God didn't choose because i have the abilities to share or something, but he chose you to rely on him, to be independent from him. For he will give you the strength and wisdom to share the truth with clarification." And then, one night God gave me the signal to ask my mom about studying the word of God. Though i was nervous but gave me the courage, wisdom and strength to share what i have discovered. It went well tho. I prayed to God that I hoped my father would hear his words and then he answered me. Today i shared the bible once again, and guess what my father heard it. He said after "I was guilty and struck by that message" And i know that because of God, because he gave me a voice not to share negative information about a person or to curse, but he gave me the voice to share the Gospel with impact. I was amazed by what God can do to our lives. Sometimes, God can do things beyond our expectations. That's all and i hope all of you, seek God and live according to his will. God bless and have a great night, my brother and sister!