Have you tried Medication Assisted Therapy MAT? Suboxone is one form of therapy widely available for this and they also have the Sublocade shot which doesn’t have the blocker in it I am not sure where you are located but some areas also have Methadone I highly recommend these programs to many people as I work in Street Ministry and am a Recovered addiction of opiate as well Please feel free to reach out to me anytime and I will help you if I knew your general area of location I can assist you with finding a Christ centered recovery program and it’s outpatient so you wouldn’t need to be away from home However if you need to be removed from access to them that’s always an option to go inpatient. You don’t have to do this Slone and it’s so hard because it’s stronghold in the mind as well as chemical changes to your brain in which the opiates attach to receptors that’ll be read them as pleasure Thats what Suboxone has does it prevents the opioid in the medication from attaching to those pleasure seeking receptors still providing a controlled amount of opioid I have serious injuries to my left leg and I choose the Suboxone over the pain meds You can break free from the addiction and it’s not replacing one for the other because it helps you to work In demolishing the strongholds associated with addiction and underlying causes and when you are ready to step down two months on the shot and ypu can walk away without any withdrawal and you will have gained control over your mind at this point. I am located in Winchester Kentucky and I work in addiction and homeless outreach services I have network in many other states AA well I want I want nothing from you My help is free.99 lol I have been doing this for almost 16 years and one relapse four years back I have only been surrendered to God and doing this work for going on four years I pray that something I said helps you because you are fighting your soul(mind, will, and emotions) and I speak life over you