I pray for a better life... I wish to get rid of anxiety and depression and to be able to control my emotions. I hope to feel something else, not just sadness, pain, emptiness, helplessness, contempt and despair. I hope God has better days in store for me. I wish to be a person that the world does not avoid, I wish to have friends who care about me and who are trustworthy. I want to meet good people to go through life with. I hope to be able to be loved and love in return. I want to reach the best version of myself. I hope to wake up someday with the will and desire to live, and to go to bed in peace and contentment. I hope to no longer be a burden to the world and for everyone to hate me. Amen.