I confess...my sin of ignorance, maybe today, I wasn't supposed to play the game but I did anyway... And in the dream You gave me, I chose You but I still got left behind...I woke up and I was spooked and I was determined to make You be known, You will be known. I'm stressed about my family situation and my situations, God, I need You.

I'm struggling physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. I just absolutely need You.
I'm scared of me not doing what You want me to do.... I'm scared of failing You. I'm scared of losing You....I need You...
I want our relationship to be like it was before, joyful, peaceful, purposeful.

I need You. Please, Jesus, don't leave me.