Fasting. Spend quality time with the Lord. Postpone a meal and read His Word. Repeat the Lord's prayer over and over. He will strengthen you. You'll be amazed. Always helps me Praying for you

John 8:58 "Jesus said to them, 'Truly, truly, I say to you, before Abraham was, I am.'"

Hello brother, During my journey with God, especially as He has been working on me and changing me in response to things I've asked for, I've learned something important. When we seek God and learn about Him, it's not so that we can fully understand His love, wisdom, or ways. Rather, we are meant to accept them and trust Him. Think of it like a parent saying, "I love you." You don’t try to analyze or understand that love; you simply accept it because it's your parent. In the same way, Jesus loves us, and He is one with God. The Bible says that God is faithful, forgiving, understanding, slow to anger, and full of unfailing love for all of us. When we try to go beyond accepting what the Bible tells us about God and Jesus, when we over analyze or insist on fully understanding, we begin to open the door to doubt. So it's not about understanding everything. It's about having faith completely when he says “I AM”. God bless you