Hi Mia. I also suffer from addiction. I’m currently 3 weeks “clean” but I have tried many times to quit. This is the longest I’ve made it and it feels good. Idk what substances you’re addicted to but honestly it doesn’t matter. Give yourself grace as God gives us grace. As stated above, it takes time. I believe you can do it as I believe I can do it and God knows you can do it. The spirit is in you and is working or you would not want to quit. The conviction is there so give it time and never give up. Those thoughts of needing are not yours but are the enemies. God bless you.

Remeber your body is the temple of God (1st cor 4: 16-17) don’t let evil ruin your temple of God remeber he lives in us and is willing to change and work on us remeber that it takes time for these things remeber to make sure to give your self appreciation for small victories (1st Corinthians 6: 18-20) remeber that we are faced with temptation and he provides a way out it us up to you to decide what you do allow god to fully transform you into a better person and (1st Corinthians 7: 15 towards the end God has called us to live in peace Peace and joy come from God once you fully let go and let him he will start to change you and heal you always repent and have godly sorrow that leads to true salvation (2 Corinthians 7: 10-13) I love you and will pray for you