I can't say I have full peace or I don’t struggle as well… but I can share my story. I never really knew god until about 2023-2024, but I always believed and went to church etc. My friend brought me to a church retreat in 2023ish and I was on FIRE for God, but after a week or so I felt like the fire left or got water dumped on it. I didn’t care that much, which is the unfortunate truth, so I lived for the world, not god. I then got invited to a youth group that I liked for the fun, but didn’t understand or necessarily like the message. I kept going to the youth, but sometimes it felt like a chore. I then heard a message at youth that in a way changed me and my way of thinking about god. One part I remember was that he is our father and friend, not a burden or chore. I changed the way I thought, but again the world caught hold of me. I then went to a winter camp with my youth and had so much fun, but I didn’t feel the satisfaction and the fire didn’t come back like it did at my last retreat. I thought hard about it the first night and realized it was because I put my focus on this boy, and was chasing him not god. I tried pretty hard to put my focus on god and it definitely helped. After the camp I felt sad and depressed in a way because I felt like the people in my life at school etc. didn’t want the life I did. I finally found that I gained the most peace worshiping through music and journaling through the Bible. I have gone through ups and downs but i can do it. That pretty much leads to now, but before you go I want to share something then helps me believe. btw this is a true story from me… I used to have the WORST anxiety that no one knew about. I was the funny friend that is “always” happy. I felt like no one would believe me when I opened up , but I decided to tell my closest friend and, I was right they thought I was being dramatic. I knew what I felt wasn’t normal, I cried every night thinking I or another family member was going to die, I would count abt how many years I have left with my parents, at one point I was afraid of the nighttime bc I couldn’t hide the feelings when I was alone. Well jst for reference I still never told anyone bc still no one believes me… anyway I asked so many phone resources what to do and many said to pray, I was unsure but did so. I felt instant relief, I rarely cry at night about those thing anymore, so tell the lord your problems, YOUR NOT ALONE!!