i need some prayer like a lot. i recently fell back to god but i didn’t give it my all. i feel that sense im the pastors kid i should be this amazing person because i have a huge advantage just because hes my dad but its the complete opposite. i’ve never once in my life reached out to anyone and let my pain get the most of me. and today i saw the most. even tho im young i messed up bad i was dealing with things i shouldn’t be and then boom i started pushing the girl i loved most to a point where i became overprotective and to the point where it was all just how i felt and not wanting our love to disappear. but i pushed it to far by trying so hard and not focusing on the key things i should be focused on. but thankfully today she said it’s time to take a break and yes i said thankfully. it’s something i thought about but never would’ve done because of how much i truly loved her but im very glad she took that step. because now there’s time for the both of us to really fix and get closer to god. because now is time for me to wake up. but sorry for the long story but im just asking for prayers that i’ll keep worshipping god and that i wont let my flesh take over for once again and that i’ll stay strong all the way through. -Thank you guys so much love you all