7 months ago
I sustained quite a bit of abuse in my childhood. Because of this, I have developed CPTSD. I struggle to believe I have value and matter. I constantly feel like a burden to people and constantly fear that I am going to push everyone away…and I feel as though in that fear, that’s what I do. Because of that, I feel the need to isolate and work through things on my own. It’s an incredibly conflicting and painful process. I am in therapy, but I feel like everything I think, feel, or say is wrong. I am constantly afraid. It’s miserable.
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