Hello, brothers and sisters so recently I’ve been quite lost. Close to God, then far, soft of heart, then hard of heart, I’ve been really indecisive about everything. In this season I am in, it has been a big mind battle, for me, sin tends to creep in and I only realize it later, like even by writing this prayer, pride is like crouching at the door. And I’m tempted to just dump all of my struggles into this prayer, and not do anything else. I’m tempted to compare my struggles with others, and that leads to many sinful things. The pastor at my local church was talking about how his biggest fear is seeing people who think they have a intimate relationship with God, yet are going to spend eternity in hell, and that really worried me because of my situation. And how i question if I am willing to be led by God, and I truly fail often to understand my relationship with God. I also have this distinct tone when I write in my journal, or when I write a prayer, it’s just like I list out my problems, and just hope for the best, I don’t know how to describe it. I ask for you all to please pray that I would be willing and obedient to God and his leading, and that hopefully a breakthrough would happen. ❤️