7 months ago
Last week I got pulled into the office and got a coaching from my manager and one of the main pharmacist. I was told I was lacking in something’s and that they see a pattern. And that some people in my department complain about me. I take pride in my work and make sure I get all my task done but it made me feel unappreciated. I already suffer from anxiety and depression and now my job situation has triggered me mentally. I’m not in a good place with my job because of my call outs for my mental health. But now I’m worried about what they think of me and I don’t want them to think of me as what they gave me a coaching for. I planned on talking to my manager but I’m angry and sad and anxious on having a talk with her. I want to stick up for myself and show them better.
"Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."
Want a deeper explanation?
Pride for your work is meaningless because it's not eternal. Anxiety and depression will become happiness and hope in God's Path but it won't be easy without God's help. You need to take pride in your weakness, that you are depressed and need healing from Jesus Christ, because through weakness God's Power is showing. God is fair, He will not give you things that you won't overcome. But remember it can take even years because God's timing is perfect and we need to follow Him.