i have been suffering from a physical pain for almost a year now and i can’t seem to get rid of it. i have been put on many types of antibiotics in fact i was given 4 rounds and at one point i was taking 4 different types of medication a day but nothing seemed to work. it was destroying my everyday life and i often thought about leaving it to get over the pain. and it didn’t help that the doctors didn’t believe anything was wrong with me but i know there is. i haven’t really openly talked about this to anyone but i have prayed many times to God and asked for help. but that’s my problem i’m not good at seeking help from anyone and i find it hard to speak up. i just hope one day i can get better and have a better quality of life.