I want new friendships, that support me and honors God’s principles, the best, ideal college for me to go to, to discern on what relationships and friendships actually are for me and serve me, and who I must give my energy to, and who is actually gonna cover me, and whom I can cover and rely on and do all good things with! Community even? Continual Peace in my soul, mind And heart are good too. I also need the lord’s help with abstinence and staying pure because of god. And being more of myself without rejecting myself so badly. No more self deprecation! I do know that I have bravery and the victory! I wanted to come on here and be honest about these conflicts while also seeking prayer and acknowledging that I have to meet god halfway too! I am choosing to make the effort! On the flip side: If you resonate with my message, then I decree AND DECLARE the blessings ready to meet you upon this prayer. God bless you and your choices and may your turmoils, fall over to the glory of god. Amen to you too.