I'm 15 and I'm lost. I was saved 4 years ago and I do believe Christ is Lord. I believe what the Bible says. I try to show Jesus in my life and I try to be the very best version of myself. But here lately it is so hard. My younger sister just got diagnosed with gallbladder failure and the doctors don't know if they want to do surgery because of her age. I'm not close with my sister like I used to be. Me and her used to be inseparable. And now she barely talks to me. I miss my little sister and no matter how many times I talk to her she doesn't listen not does she change. I was diagnosed with epilepsy and I have social anxiety to the point I get hives on my neck and chest. Because of all of these recent diagnoses my mother is on the verge of mental collapse. I've always been there for my mother because no one else ever has. I'm struggling with feelings for a boy I know I can't be with because of some things he does. I'm completely lost and I need help. I need some comfort and peace. I'm constantly battling my head and heart. I keep a straight face every day because if I don't it makes it worse for everyone else. I know this prayer request is long to read but if there's anyone out there who cares, please pray for me. Because I don't know how much more I can take.