Dear bro,sis.. Pls pray for my recovery a year a go I undergone major surgery and because of that I wasn't able to go back to work, I feel helpless since I was the breadwinner of the family yet now I am the one being nnedof help. My parents are old they have medication since they are already senior citizen.im already 36 . I want to fully recover and to be able to help my parents financially , I wanted to help my family in the church that needs help. I also wanted to grow maturely as christian.As this age I feel like I am too far from where I shud be. I been a christian for a longtime, witness and experience Gods hand at work but when problem strikes that is quite difficult to handle I lose my balance that doubts and questions pops up. I want to be strong in faith, in facing challenges of life and being able to enjoy the life of being a christian. I wanted to live a full life that is base on God's standard, a life with no regrets and a life that gives glory to God.