I am stuck in disobedience, I can't stop and need deliverance, I read Old testament and I know God hates disobedience so I have to stop but its impossible for me to stop on my own. Every time I wake up in the morning its anguish, I'm not refreshed my spirit hurts. I need to be freed from disobedience and worry because I'm worried I'm not saved. Prayer is appreciated thanks guys because God says if 2 or more agree than it shall be done so please ask God to deliver me from my disobedience without having to take anything because I see he's working but I'm still disobeying him and I lack the discernment necessary to not be confused if its him or not.