am 14 ani si incerc sa gasesc fata cu care sa mi petrec tot restul vietii si sa o conduc la Dumnezeu, si ea sa ma conduca, m am rugat mult pentru asta, am avut parte de lectii si experiente cu alte fete care Dumnezeu le a trimis sa mi transmita o lectie, sa ma testeze, si mi a comfirmat in vis ca se va intampla intr o zi! dar asteptarea doare foarte rau, incerc sa ma vindec pentru ca sa nu sangerez pe oamenii care nu ma vor rani, mi e greu sa vad alte cupluri fericite, mi e greu efectiv... (caut relatie la varsta asta frageda deoarece nu vreau sa mi gasesc relatie cand este "totul pus pe masa" ca sa profite de mine, asaca trebuie sa gasesc devreme, pentru ca sunt matur, sunt stoic stiu sa iubesc si am invatat multe) ce sfaturi aveti.... ma doare sa vad ca altii sunt binecuvantati si eu nu, ma simt lasat in spate, credinta nu i problema, am credinta, dar doare singuratatea, sa ma simt in halul asta

I'm 14 years old and I'm trying to find a girl to spend the rest of my life with and to lead her to God, and for her to lead me, I've prayed a lot for this, I've had lessons and experiences with other girls that God has sent to teach me a lesson, to test me, and he confirmed to me in a dream that it will happen one day! but waiting hurts very bad, I'm trying to heal myself so I don't bleed people who won't hurt me, it's hard for me to see other happy couples, it's really hard for me... (I'm looking for a relationship at this young age because I don't want to I find a relationship when "everything is on the table" to take advantage of me, so I have to find it early, because I'm mature, I'm stoic, I know how to love and I've learned a lot) what advice do you have... it hurts me to see that others are blessed and I'm not, I feel left behind, faith is not the problem, I have faith, but the loneliness hurts, to feel like this