Hello brothers and sisters in Christ. I'm currently struggling with the mix feelings I have, some things that are complicated. I liked this guy for years now and he liked me back (it was the time I'm not yet close with the Lord and savior Jesus Christ). And we're in a situationship if that's the right word? Because I'm not yet allowing myself to date. We're in a situationship for about 2 years it was all great at first then it hit rock bottom, it was so complicated for the both of us and his going through tough times. He started to have suicidal thoughts and sharing me his plans to suicide (sorry for the word) and he was just depressed, I did all I could to be there and for him to be better but it only made it worse, the worse is that I'm also starting to be depressed because of the situation we have it's just too dark and void. But this year I felt the calling and started my walk with God, I fasted for 2 days seeking answers of what God wanted me to do. And I heard the word "leave him". So I did it's not easy but I made it with the help of God, we don't have closure though because it was so difficult to make him understand what I feel, it was being ignored somehow. Months passed I still pray for him continuesly, his always in my mind thinking if he's alright, is he fine now, is he doing okay. So I'd like to ask for prayers for me to be not confused and for him to be saved, because I'm having the sensation of returning to this guy or make a closure with him and I don't want to do anything that is not according to Father's will. (Sorry for my wrong grammars bad in English) I appreciate your understanding and warm love, your prayers is a huge help for me. God bless your heart <3