Hey I’m a 15 year old kid who has been really distant from god lately because of what seems like contradictions that I have found that haven’t been answered it had gotten so bad that I went from spending 2 hours with god daily to maybe spending 30 seconds with him every few days this has also seeped in to other aspects of my life because I haven’t been praying I have gotten really lazy in every aspect of life also my girlfriend is struggling with depression anxiety and has past traumas and she is sometimes suicidal so please pray for her and also I have fallen into lust really badly a few weeks ago and even though I have already repented I still feel horrible about it every time I think about it