(TO ALL GLORY TO GOD) God's not mad or disappointed he just wants you back remeber the prodigal son Confess your sins don't let satan lie to you and make you feel ashamed run to god not away fro him To read your Bible i struggle with this I try to use a audio one that can becuase I don't like reading I've also start recording videos of me reading and explaining verse of the bible and butting them on yt it helps me to slow down and think about it For prayer I tried making a schedule or setting alarms on my phone Morning prayer Afternoon Night Bed time But above all DO NOT LET SATAN DRAG YOU AWAY FROM JESUS BECUASE OF HIS LIES Jesus loves you satan hates you and is a lair don't listen to him come back to god If you wanna talk message me 07388665121