Psalms 139:23-24 NIV
[23] Search me, God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. [24] See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.

1 John 1:7, 9 NIV
[7] But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus, his Son, purifies us from all sin.
[9] If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.

God, search my heart and soul and mind. Cleanse me and make me new day after day. Every day i will surrender to you. Everyday i will lean to your love. Help my faith to remain strong, my trust to remain in you. Purify me and make me your temple, as i am yours. Search me and remove anything not from you, make me bloom with fruits of the spirit, not Flesh. Give me no room for my flesh. Take my pain, take my joy, take my heart, take my life. Send your spirit to lead me, and to purify my thoughts. I want you, not this world God, and I love the people in this world, i truly want to bring them all to you and help you however much you will allow me, and although this world is wicked, I can still see the beauty of your creation. Use me God, to inspire, use me to comfort and restore through you alone, let me always remember it is not in my strength, it is not my accomplishments, but let me rejoyce in your glory, rejoyce that you have saved more of our family, that you have brought them out from darkness and pain, into your inexplicable, beautiful love that truly is what makes life worth living.