Matthew 6:33 NIV [33] But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Its not in your own ability to get rid of sin. But you have a God who can do anything. All you can do is lean to him, come closer to christ and these things will slowly grow further away. focus solely on christ, and dont hate yourself because of what you did or what you failed to do. It's Gods job to sustain you and make you strong. Just focus on strengthening your faith, not on the circumstances you cant control and the sin you feel like you can't resist. God is number one, just love him and life will be so much brighter