I just want you to listen, I want to say this, these have been my thoughts lately. People need to understand that God always leaves us alone. He’s a liar, doesn’t love, doesn’t care for us, doesn’t want us. He’s unjust, vengeful, and abusive. He allows everything just to make those of us who never asked to be in this world suffer. We’re not responsible for any of this, we were just put here. We’re just trying to survive in a world that no one understands.

When are people going to get that nobody wanted this? That in our hearts we only want real peace, without suffering, because none of this messy life was our creation and we truly have no bad intentions? We just appeared here, as pure souls, or I don’t even know what. We just don’t know anything. Nobody wants anything bad, and if you asked every human being in this world, no one wanted this to happen, no one wanted to come here, no one wanted to be created. And now we’re victims of pains that nobody wished for. Nobody is evil, nobody intended anything bad, nobody wanted to end up in this life.

I’m sorry guys, I feel really bad, desperate, and completely disappointed like never before. God really doesn’t want us, and that’s the harsh truth. He doesn’t even care about us. Everything is a lie. We can’t even count on him; he always fails us directly and indirectly. He hurts us, damages us more, threatens us, uses us. I no longer believe in his supposed infinite love, I don’t believe because he simply has never been there, has never healed our pain, and we’re in situations that just never stop while he does nothing. I’ve finally realized this truth: his existence has harmed us, he’s a being who only hurt us all, and even worse, he plays with our hearts.

Sorry everyone, I just want to share that I’m disappointed in him, and he did it God himself managed to hurt my heart.