"I am a 13-year-old boy called Rexford. I have lived a very sinful life. I keep telling God that I will change, but I still fall back. But I have decided that enough is enough; I want to follow Christ. 😔 For the first week, everything was going well. I felt the Holy Spirit. I sinned less. I spent time with Christ. Then I discovered the unforgivable sin. I was scared that I had committed it, so I researched about it. Thoughts began kicking in, saying God is evil, God is not holy, the Holy Spirit is not holy, God is biased, the Holy Spirit is evil, Satan heals, Satan protects, Jesus used witchcraft, Jesus was raised by Satan, Jesus is a demon. Sometimes I can't control [these thoughts]. I want to do the right thing, but I can't. I have been praying, crying, fasting—I am doing my best, but it keeps happening. Sometimes, when it stops, I recall it, and I will shake my head. People look at me weirdly when I tell someone; they find it weird.All I want to do is follow Christ, but these thoughts won't allow me. I think I'm going to hell. 😔 I think I've blasphemed against the Holy Spirit. 😔 I can't be forgiven. These thoughts have been going on for months. Sometimes I don't feel scared; I will just shake my head, and [these thoughts] mostly come when I'm alone. Have I blasphemed against the Holy Spirit—yes or no? Tell me what God would say about me." Please someone pray for me