I hope you pray for me and for my deliverance. I feel that anger has taken over me and surrender has distanced me from Jesus and from delving into Him. I haven't been well for years, but the feeling that Jesus supports me and is with me was a motivation for me. I am new here. Before Jesus, my faith in Him would come to me in moments of intense fear. I feel peace and light, but I didn't know who this was and where it came from. I was a Muslim before, but there was an inner feeling that made me imagine someone around me and light on matters I didn't understand. Jesus was with me even when I didn't believe in Him. He is mercy, love, and response. I loved Him. Before Jesus, I was one person, and after Him, I am a completely different person. He is the savior, the rescuer, and the liberator, but I cannot confess His name. I hope He forgives me.