Need prayers for my grandmother she's not doing well and she's coming up on the time of passing we have probably a few months with with I need prayers to fine peace with this and also to keep here atleast one more Christmas I'd like to spend one more Christmas with her atleast B4 her time to go if god sees fit an if it's in his plains but when ever he decide to take her I asked that he help w through it and keep me on the right path and carry me when I can not carry myself when I lost my papa her husband thw following 5-6 years were very hard on me I tuned to drugs turned against god in anger bc I had o watch my grandfather slowly die and I was not ready to let go landed me in jail and in the mental hospital along with make really impulsive choices witch landed w in a abusive relationship or should I say a few abusive relationship most mental but my ex husband was both B4 I met my wife now I was lost she helped me along with god fine my faith again my strong faith B4 I met her I started coming back around to god and got saved but she helped me grow in that faith and she doesn't even realize it lol basically I just lost my mind my hole self an everything about me changed bc if the amount of pain I was in and I'm afraid that's going to happen again she's the only one out side of my wife that has never giving up on me so it's going to feel like it's gonna kill me I can't fall back into the depressives state thay anger with god or all of the bad habits I had so I asked everyone to pray for me bc with out god my wife and my fur baby I am going to crumble. And I need all the prayers I can get b it's gonna take a lot of faith in god an prayers to get me through this I love her with all my heart and it's gonna wreck me an with out gods help nd loving heart I want make it through another grandparent death so please say a prayer for me bc I'm already struggling with the thought of her not being here in thia worls with me even i she will be heeled be with my grandfather and not be any pain of any kind it's going to hurt herw while I'm on this world with our her