I’m praying for you but remember that your depression is just momentary. You have good moments too! Think about the 80% that’s good in your life and not the 20% that’s bad. You’re the sum average of the five people you hang around most. God has good plans for you and He’s a good good Father. Pain doesn’t cancel your purpose. If you’re constantly looking backwards then you can’t look forward to what God has in the future. When you accepted Jesus and asked him to come into your heart. The Lord your God who created you and formed you. He called you by name. You are His.

If you've never fasted while reading his Word, I highly recommend it. Just a light fast; postpone one meal. It creates a powerful bond with the Lord that makes you feel his love and comfort. It's quality time with the Lord. Also say the Lord's prayer over and over again. But you have to do your part and meet God halfway.

Everybody may have abandoned you, but please remember that not everyone has. God bless❤️🙏