1 month ago
Hi everyone. I want to ask for a pray to u all. I'm a 28 woman, not feeling good but deeply sad. I feel like, for some reason, I’ve failed my parents and myself in so many ways again and again. I feel like I’m not worth anything and I carry a lot of guilt. I wish I could be better, be who I want to be, and not be full of mistakes over and over, even when I regret them. I’m tired of messing up all the time and still feeling guilty and not understanding why I act the way I do if they love me. The thing is, sometimes I feel alone and like I don’t trust anyone, and I get confused about whether my family really loves me or not, even when they show me they do. I keep doubting it over and over, and I get angry thinking it’s not true. I struggle with that and with feelings of rejection and abandonment because of other situations in my life with other people. In my life, I’ve been through a lot and I carry trauma, wounds, and personal pain, and all of that has led me to a lot of frustration, anger, depression, and anxiety. And I take it out on them. Sometimes I just feel like I don’t matter to God or that He doesn’t help me. I would like someone to help me pray for myself. I don’t know if that really works or what happens when others do it, but I’m here looking for another way. I want to be better every day and stop doubting my parents and they love for me. Thank you for read.
[1 John 3:1-2](https://thecrosstalk.com/holy-bible/i-john/3/1/i-john/3/2/) (NIV): 1 See what great love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are! The reason the world does not know us is that it did not know Him. 2 Dear friends, now we are children of God, and what we will be has not yet been made known. But we know that when Christ appears, we shall be like Him, for we shall see Him as He is.
God is the living, true God, and He loves you deeply even when you stumble and make mistakes. This is because God is love, and it does not depend on who you are but on who He is. He is always ready to help you when you give Him the opportunity and come to Him. God died on the cross for you to free you from sin, depression, anxiety, and all other negative things. He wants to give you peace in your heart and fill your heart with love. Go to Him, seek Him, and develop your relationship with Him through prayer and reading the Bible, and church. Remember that Jesus Christ loves you deeply and wants to help you and cleanse you from everything. He knows that we are human and not perfect, and sometimes we doing mistakes, but He wants to change our hearts so that we spiritually grow closer to Him. 💔->❤️🩹->❤️🙏📖.
"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit."
Want a deeper explanation?
Anxiety forms by playing tricks on your mind. It is the fear of things you can't control. Sometimes we need to focus on what we can do instead of what we can't. God will take care of what we can't. Luckily we know how are brain works and there are ways to neutralize your anxiety. ive been battling with anxiety and depression for a couple years now and sharing alot of the same thoughts and im willing to offer support, advice, and tools to anyone that needs it. In a way I think God has turned my suffering into a way that I can help others get through the same thing I went through