Hi everyone. I want to ask for a pray to u all. I'm a 28 woman, not feeling good but deeply sad.
I feel like, for some reason, I’ve failed my parents and myself in so many ways again and again. I feel like I’m not worth anything and I carry a lot of guilt. I wish I could be better, be who I want to be, and not be full of mistakes over and over, even when I regret them. I’m tired of messing up all the time and still feeling guilty and not understanding why I act the way I do if they love me.
The thing is, sometimes I feel alone and like I don’t trust anyone, and I get confused about whether my family really loves me or not, even when they show me they do. I keep doubting it over and over, and I get angry thinking it’s not true.

I struggle with that and with feelings of rejection and abandonment because of other situations in my life with other people.

In my life, I’ve been through a lot and I carry trauma, wounds, and personal pain, and all of that has led me to a lot of frustration, anger, depression, and anxiety. And I take it out on them. Sometimes I just feel like I don’t matter to God or that He doesn’t help me.

I would like someone to help me pray for myself. I don’t know if that really works or what happens when others do it, but I’m here looking for another way. I want to be better every day and stop doubting my parents and they love for me.
Thank you for read.