Evening. I need prayers. I'm currently going through so much. My mind is always at war. I've even kinda lost hope in everything. There's so much going on, and I have no one close to sharing my thoughts and feelings. It's like God and the Holy Spirit have also detached from me, I feel so useless. Waking up every day with nothing to look up to besides going after everyone and cleaning after them. It's like no one recognizes me and my efforts. I really need prayers, hoping God forgives me and helps me carry this weight. It's really heavy, and it feels like i'm living on my last days. I'm trying my best to build a relationship with him, I just fall short every now and then, which I think kinda keeps me away from God, and everything I'm doing fails. I'd really appreciate your prayers.