Hi , I'd love to have some prayers. It's been challenging lately to be away from your family. I am with a very supportive and amazing community yet I dont feel like I fit in 🥺 I feel like I have been trying my best but now I just dont have energy anymore. I doesn't feel natural to find friends anymore. I can easily approach people and they'll like me but I miss having a deeper connection and not shallow talks and conversations. I miss being natural that I dont have to be at best to have someone. Dont get me wrong my husband is the best!!!!! He includes me in everything and He is my best best best friend.. but since he is transitioning to a different organization, I am preparing myself to get to know others. I see it as an opportunity too, bec if my husband is around. I would dfntly just stay beside him all the time. I feel like i feel drained being with people anymore coz i feel like i have to be in my best interesting suit for them to stay with me.. or I guess it's just me. :( but for long.... i notice that. Many would love to approach me , many are acquaintances but i dont have a person I can call a friend. 🥹😭