Hello family in Christ ,
Please pray for me in my situation with work, my car and my home and my mother .. well my whole family at that.. but right now it’s mainly my mother… it’s very hard to have a narcissistic mother, but I love her. And I’m saying that before I start with what I really want to say and what I really need prayer for..

Please just pray that I don’t lose my job and that I don’t lose my apartment and that I quickly get my car back. It has said everything behind I’ve had to move to part-time for my job because I cannot find a ride to work and I cannot find a ride home it cost almost $30 every day to get to work and to get home, which I do not have. . This reminds me of the times back then when I was doing something strange for a piece of change just to make ends meet… don’t judge me.. I just need prayer because I don’t have a Christian family here yet.. I’m all alone all the time, it is hard for me to find joy right now, but honestly, I am not looking for it. I’m not going to pretend that I’m happy when I’m not.. I’m a very transparent person… it just is what it is.. I’m doing the best I can with what I have, and me having to cut my hours at work will not help in anyway.. my mother decided to take the car( I will not go into detail) not caring about the situation she has put me in.. every day I wake up struggling and remembering that she has the car right down the street just taking it and holding it. I’ve grown a very dark darkness in my heart towards her.. almost like hatred… but I know that’s nothing but the enemy, family. I’m trying so hard to keep my head up and to keep going. And I know that God is always on time. But I can’t do this. I am falling apart. There’s obviously a lot more to this that I’m writing, but please just pray just for the whole situation for my mother for my finances and for her finances also & for our situation.