I know Brother but then I get thoughts in my head like "Do you really believe in Jesus", "do you really have a relationship with Him", "You'll never repent" and that "youre on the road to hell". I know these are all false thoughts; yet they keep on coming at me. I'm tired, I'm weary. I hate my sin I hate being a sinner. I just want this sin gone I cant stand it. I'm tired of worrying constantly, I'm tired of thesleepless nights despite getting every ounce of assurance for salvation and still not feeling peace. I don't want be in want my heart hardened. I hate how its not just my actions, but thoughts that are sinful aswell. I believe in The Triune God Father,Son and Holy Spirit and that Jesus died for my sins and rose again from the dead so that whoever believes in Him has Eternal Life. I believe every word from The Bible from Genesis to Revalation is infallible truth. Yet still I doubt. Still I worry have I committed the unforgivable sin. Have I truly put my Faith in Jesus. I'm suffering, I need help.