I'm so lost... I don't have Faith, I keep coming back to My Phone... I don't trust in GOD... I don't even think I love Him and I keep just sinning and not changing... I've thought of leaving and backsliding again... And I've been scared that My Parent's and Loved One's (Mainly Parents) will not be saved and will go to hell... They are Christians but I'm very scared for Them and wish for Them to come to GOD and learn the Truth... I'm scared for Me and My Parent's and I'm scared they will go to hell... I love Them so much and I feel like I have so much idolatry and idols in My Life and I'm just broken... I don't know what balance to find and I'm deeply troubled and in need of Prayer. I'm scared to live for GOD.