God, fill my heart this morning. Invade my thoughts. I admit i was ashamed to tell my siblings just how much I've changed for you. I admit i took offense at their judgement. Now i pray you cleanse my heart of this. I admit that often i am prideful without realizing. That sometimes i believe my life is better than others because i have you. But the truth is, that doesnt make me any better than another just because ive been blessed to know you before they have. Your timing is perfect. I admit that at some points i even thought I was missing out on something. I dont want to want anything but you. God, just the other day i spoke of how holy and perfect you are, so how am i here now? God i admit that I've lusted before. I admit that ive doubted your power. But God, i love you. I need you, even when i can't see it. We all need you. So God, cleanse my heart of it all. Again and again, day after day. I want to do what you want me to do. I want you to be in every moment of my life, on my mind not my the minute but by the second, by the moment. I feel so distant from this world sometimes. And i get confused so much, Lord. I don't know what to do so often. I overthink, and sometimes let in every thought that knocks at the door. I look in the mirror, and every time i look older than before. Time is moving, whether i move or not. God, just please, have your will be done. God, humble me time after time, convict me, knock me down every time I feel on top of the world, keep me grounded, clothe me with humility and grace, so from first look others will just know that I'm the daughter of the king. Jesus, i can't even list everything, i can't list all my sins to confess, because there is just so much, and im only 14. God, use me to change the world. Make me pure and righteous. Do whatever you want in me, Lord. I'm not letting go of you, not now or ever.